45 Dreams
Can we not see how a whole nation is reviving an archaic symbol, yes even archaic religious forms, and how this mass emotion is influencing and revolutionizing the life of the individual in a catastrophic manner?
~ C. G. Jung, The Concept of the Collective Unconscious
Often dreams were the earliest signs, - the first small compromise, the first minor sin of omission marking the beginning of a gradual process by which man’s will was to become weakened to the point of total atrophy.
~ Charlotte Beradt The Third Reich of Dreams
In January 2017 Martha Crawford began gathering, organizing, archiving, and contemplating – our dreams of Trump and the rising threat of autocracy – in order to see what themes emerge in the collective psyche.
What guidance did our dreams have offer?
How did the individual and collective unconscious respond to the strain of this moment in history?
Let’s listen:
He was walking north up Fifth Avenue with a sub-machine gun, shooting everyone. Rocking a Davy Crockett fur hat…
I’ve had several Trump dreams that range from punching him in the face to getting sexually accosted.
I also had a dream about Hillary the night of the election. I was holding her on my knees & hugging her while crying. I don’t know if that was the result of my surgery meds
After the debate where he creeped up on Hillary, I dreamed he was trying to find me to do me harm.
My friend, who is a very logical thinker and not dramatic (who also doesn’t often share his emotions/fears), told me he woke up in the middle of the night to thunder, but his first, very real thought was, “Trump did it. We are at war.” Life in America, 2017.
Dreamed I was watching my buddy Keanu Reeves fronting a band in a small venue, when Donald and Melania arrived, and had shitty seats. He seemed kind of sad, and I felt almost guilty for not liking him. Donald kept dropping my name – which I hadn’t told him- both to impress Keanu and to let me know I was being surveilled. I didn’t care and decided that I would not be controlled by that.
If you wish to read more about these dreams, Martha has shared her notes
You can follow along at the Bluesky dream collection account @45dreams.bsky.social
45 Dreams March 2024
I had a dream today that I was trapped in a job working for Trump's legal case, working on a repeal. The only one left working, I had no other job in line and felt forced to do the work.
45 Dreams November 2023
At a party or gathering & Trump was there. I was aware of how terrible he is; but for some reason I approached him in a friendly manner. I asked him what really makes him happy.
45 Dreams 6/2018
I’m backstage, and have infiltrated a President Trump rally. He’s giving his usual boisterous speech to an adoring crowd. I’m on his right, crouched down, and I can see him through the wings.
45 Dreams 5/2018
I’m in a restaurant at a big table with some friends and Donald Trump and a couple of his people. He’s obnoxious, talking shit and then he gets out a big knife. He’s vaguely threatening me so I grab onto the knife to show I’m not afraid. We grapple.
45 Dreams 1/29/18
I went to the White House or it might have been Congress. It was full of unsavory characters. Trump groped, me, then as I left I got followed by a surveillance camera that looked like a shoe.
45 Dreams: 1/4/18
Every time Trump appeared to speak, he was bound by comically huge chains. It reminded me of something out of the LEGO movie.
45 Dreams: 12/22/17
A high school friend (male) was back in my life (I have literally not seen him or remembered him for years--which made it strange… I can't remember his name, but remember his face).
45 Dreams 12/20/17
I dreamt Trump was pregnant. This was some months ago but clearly after the 2016 election.
45 dreams 12/18/17
I was on a commuter bus and we were on our way to pick up Joe Biden. He was sitting on the front stoop of a brown stone waiting for us after a long day working on our behalf in Washington.
45 Dreams: 12/15/17
I dreamt he actually pushed the button and started a nuclear war. Fortunately it's the only dream about him I've had.